I need to learn how to how to save money, not eat everything in sight, and get this job thing down. I thought high school sucked, but this time in my life is so incredibly awkward. I'm jealous of people still in school. Of course when I was there I wanted to graduate and get out into the real world and get some jobs, but now it just blows. I feel a lot of pressure to be productive, but at the same time, there are so many days that it's difficult to get my ass out of bed. I completely hate the job I'm training for. It's clearly the job I have to do in order to do the job I really want to do. I'm praying that I get an opportunity to do what I really want to do for a while so I can get out of the other job.

Whatever, I can't even focus on this anymore. Save meee.

So it's the last day before everyone returns to work. And by everyone, I mean everyone but me. I'm sure I'm supposed to work.. well, I'm supposed to shadow so I can eventually work. Too bad I didn't do my assignment and I still haven't sent in my papers for my notary license. I suppose my new year's resolution should be to get my act together. I'll start later today...

Tired

All pumped about my new blog.. Too bad I need serious sleep before I really dive in... But I figured it worked with the blog title and all. So, night. I'm beat. From nothing.
And get ready for some serious weekly bitching...